January 2012
23 posts
just found out how to get internet on my laptop everywhere I go..
okay maybe everywhere except for a plane..
but damn, road trips x tumblr = heaven.
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It’s crazy how we have this whole world twisted. How the crazy, mentally ill, people have more of a grasp of reality than us people who are supposed to be completely sane. The fact that we can think straight acts more of a barrier into progressing, making our thoughts and more importantly our actions, insane beyond belief. It’s sad how we’re so blind. It’s sad that the...
What’s worse than not having a significant other is not having a best friend. Knowing you have no one to turn to when you need someone the most. Sure, other friends can always be there, but they don’t bring you to that comfort level for which you’d even want to run to them and open up. Normal friends are always missing that something. Your best friend is the reassuring feeling...
How do you go on to tell your very own mother that you want to permanently move away from home. That it’s finally time to grow up and start living your own life somewhere else. That you’re better off somewhere remotely far away from her physically. The only woman in your life who loved you and will forever love you through thick and thin. That her baby needs to fulfill...
It’d be really cute to have your significant other pick you up at the airport from a trip or a visit. Even picking you up after a long day at school or work is noteworthy. It’s just those little things where you’d be so physically and emotionally exhausted that seeing them will completely turn your mood around. It’s one of those things that’ll make you completely...
So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really...
It’d be really nice to meet someone with an honest, simple, & straight-forward mindset. Growing up playing games, chasing after one another is always fun. But it’s always fun and games until someone gets hurt. Once you’re broken down to a certain point, you don’t have anymore time to deal with the bullshit. It just seems so much more practical to be straight-forward...
I don’t need a relationship, I need a friendship. A friendship that’ll change my life. Feelings are messy and all I’d really want is a friend who will never leave. Someone who I can just be myself around, not worrying whether or not my actions will be judged upon and is a deciding factor if they’d like me back or not. A friendship that’s so close and tight that people...
Some homeless guy on the side of the road at the stop light told Huong to turn her headlights on. I usually don’t give change to the needy unless they truly deserve it. But a small simple gesture as that showed a bit of kindness. The light was yellow and I told her to stop and miss it so I could run out and give him a dollar I made at work. For all I know, he could have saved my life and a...
I like having stupid friends. I’m sure stupid isn’t even the correct word for it, but you’ll catch my drift. It’s nice surrounding yourself with people who don’t always care about the consequences and fill themselves with worry. People who are more likely to be spontaneous and genuinely outgoing. The rebellious daredevils who like blowing shit up, who like...
I hate missing someone who you know you shouldn’t miss at all. It sucks when they’re physically gone, but their presence still lingers. When everything reminds you of them, especially when you least expect it or when you think you’ve finally got them out of your mind. It’s as if someone is in your mind, playing with your feelings for their own entertainment. It’s sad...
Good Morning Sunshine, we need to talk. There is a reason you’re the sun and not the world. You brighten my days and fill them with life. Even though we’ve had our cloudy days, I know you were always out there, somewhere. I appreciate everything you’ve done for me and the warmth you’ve provided. This isn’t goodbye. It doesn’t have to hurt. Sunsets can be...
The more people who hurt me, the more I don’t give a fuck about anything. It’s sad because there will eventually be someone who’s worth it but I’ll have nothing left to give.
At least once in your life, you will wonder and question what the meaning or purpose is in general or of your own life. The way my life has been going, I feel as if my purpose is to make other people happy and their lives easier. Nothing brings better happiness to myself than taking care of loved ones and the people who surround me. I don’t mind if people come and go as long as my time in...
chellemaah:
When people get into relationships, right off the bat they believe that things will always be as fresh as the moment they fell for each other. And with that in mind, people fear what’s subsequent to that honeymoon stage because they’re afraid once shit hits the fan—That’s it. Nothing can be done to scour what’s remaining of a relationship. But love can be expressed not just during...
December 2011
23 posts
Drown, Baby, Drown.
He found himself in the middle of a vast ocean of tears. In all three-sixty degrees, there was no sight of help. The more he fought to keep his head above water, the more energy he drained within himself. Relapsing into silence as the eye drops of depression filled his lungs. Let go. Don’t fight it. Let the current carry you into the state of tranquillity. Let it consume...
If there’s one thing I’ve learned this year, it’s that pain is tolerable. That no matter how many tears you shed, it’ll never be enough to fill your lungs and kill you. Even if you do stop breathing, that pain will disappear as well and in the end, you’ll always be okay. Therefore, no matter how much pain you maybe going through, it should never be enough to risk your...
Preaching To The Choir.
The sad truth is that our opinions and advice are often heard by the people who don’t need it. The one’s who are willing to listen are often the ones who are open minded and respectful. It’s those who don’t read, who don’t listen, whom are unwilling to honor the value in another’s gratuity. Stubbornness will kill you as you will not...
Everyone, especially teenagers need to stop trying so hard to be different, to be cool, to be trendy. Just be honest with yourself. Half the time you’re following others just to fit in. The other half you’re trying to set trends that don’t even represent who you really are. Yeah, it’s an amazing feeling getting attention and being popular. But it’s all that much...
Often times we’re better, emotionally, than we think we are. When something as simple as a loss of death or a relationship that has come to an end, we automatically pity ourselves and build our own pessimistic mood without even realizing it. One loss, big or small, life will go on. There are other things to worry about and to be thankful for. For the most part, we are in control of our...
Work Stories #1 12/12/11
So today a big African-American male about 220 lbs, 6’2”, came into the store today and wanted to pay for a few pairs of shoes for his baby mama. He brought up a total of 6 pairs of shoes to the counter. My co worker, this Vietnamese/African-American girl, started to ring him up and he said this, “Can I tell you that you look beautiful without flirting?” That is probably...
So I had this dream...
Where I was headed to @minasouk’s house on the top of the mountains. The only way to get there was to walk on the side of the cliffs with 1000+ ft. drops. It was a 4 foot wide pathway with guardrails on each side which was supposed to make it a little less scary but it wasn’t. It wasn’t because @m1ko was pushing me up the mountain in a shopping cart, running at full blast,...
I can't promise I'll catch you if you fall, but I...
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dannyhiga:
When a person finally finds someone worth hanging onto, they’d want to do anything to keep them close. Sometimes it’s not the fact that you genuinely enjoy talking to that person, but you’d always want to talk to them so you wont end up drifting further and further with each passing day. You wouldn’t want to lose their interest and them finding someone better and more exciting than...
My mind will forever be a complacent library of thoughts scattered in an incoherent manner. Historic memories, fictional feelings, and journalistic thoughts are sealed with dust as they sit on the top shelves never to be deciphered. The cold reality is that something too hard to understand will gain nearly any human interest as it is not worth it. Struggle is never appealing. Only a doctor can...
sometimes the thought of suicide feels so right.
jonathanpham:
Education doesn’t necessarily make you smarter. Intelligence is a concept of relativity, and the standards we compare them to have changed over time—divided into separate categories more than anything.
Sure, you’re at a prestigious school that teaches you how to analyze famous literary works, the art of rhetoric, societal ethics, etc. Your professors have passed on their knowledge...
It’s been a while since someone’s asked me something personal beyond the small talk. Those are the times you feel as if you actually exist and everything you’ve been through starts to have a meaning. It’s nice knowing someone is curious about the little details about you; really, really nice. It’s those times you reflect upon your life and surprisingly find out things...
Tough love is the best and most honest form of...
Accept the fact that not everything will be perfect. Accept the fact that most things in your life will not be as special as you’d like it to be. Accept the fact not everything can go your way. Accept the fact that mistakes happen even to the bests of people. Accept the truth, cold or warm. Accept it and maybe you won’t have to live your life scared of disappointment and getting hurt....
Suns fade as icy winds start to pick up. Her breath steamed before her face, steadily. With each gust of wind, her veins froze and her heart grew numb. The lack of circulation erased the memory of touch. Cold, hard frost filled the void of reminiscent feelings. Their relations rested in peace under blankets of snow. He was more than just her guiding light, but her fuel for desire to hold on. His...
Something you should do with your significant other:
No matter what age you are, if you are out and dating, you should make it an annual tradition to go out shopping together and buy some toys or food to donate every Christmas. Buying each other gifts can be nice, but why spend money on materialistic things for each other when that money can be spent on someone else who is in need. The holiday...
Straight up, just be thankful for what you have no matter how minimum or ordinary it may be. Everything you own and everything you come across is an amazing opportunity that other’s may not ever have. It’s an opportunity that can be taken away, not a right or a privilege. Take care of yourself, take care of your belongings, and most of all, take care of the people who mean the most to...
November 2011
3 posts
I’m thankful for everyone I’ve come across in my entire life. Whether it’s great close friends or people I’ve glanced at, all it takes is a split second to affect someone’s life. There are many people who I’ve never talked to but have influenced and shaped me for better or for worse. Even then, I still remain thankful. Thankful for the good and bad times, the...
Sometimes you just want to disappear to see who'd...
Sometimes you just don’t want to tell someone what’s bothering you because you want them to fix it without being told. It just feels as if telling someone what to do will make their actions less genuine since they. You’d much rather have someone do something because they want to do it, rather than because you want them to. Sometimes it’s just nice to know that your...